Friday, March 16, 2007

My nightmare

It’s been years I haven’t write a blog, but today I’m gonna start writing again.

On 20 Dec 2006, my nightmare happens. I’ve got an accident, but luckily I am alive to write this blog.

I work in a fashion retailer on my holiday as to fulfill my free time. Today is the third day of my work. We are countdown for Christmas, remaining 5 days.

I was going home after work for whole day,very tired, but I wanted to visit my girl friend afterwards. I miss her so much. On my journey to home, I met a car, where she is coming out from one junction and suddenly with no reason she is slowing down at the middle of the road, and with light speed I crash on her car. Crash…

At that instance, I felt faint, I can’t talk, can’t see and I can’t move. Everything happen so fast that I don’t even have time to respond.

A man come to me and he keep shouting at me, he awake me and asking whether I’m fine. And I told him that I’m faint and my leg was painful. For instance, I try to move my leg, but I can’t. That is the scariest thing that I can ever told. I called my girl friend and my daddy, they came to the site immediately.

Especially my daddy, he told me not to think anything and everything will be fine. Jiun is also beside me that night, she try to console me and make me calm. I felt I’m so sorry to let them worry, I can feel that everybody love me than I never thoughtbefore, my family, my dear, and my friends… I wanted to cry.

“Love can only be seen when tragedies happens”, this is true on Chinese prophet. I live on hospital for 7 days and that was the hardest day I ever experience.

Nature take microseconds to kill you, but take years to heal you.

Now, I told myself not to drive fast. Because I don’t want to let my love one to cry for me and worry for me anymore.