What makes me happy

Sometimes, I felt that I am just a simple person and things doesn't have to be complicated to make me happy.

Recently, I make myself really happy, yet meaningful to me. I make a simple website for my friend--Edmund, he is a classmate of mine in my form 4 high school. He wanted a website for his customer to view his fashion design stuff. And I make him one due to his request. Of course I do not want any benefits from him, because I am not a professional in web design. I am just a enthusiast of web design.

The website which named EdmudOoi has really simple design, because he is a fashion student and he is expert in coloring, layering and etc. So I told him to sketch out what he needs and of course, the content of the website.

He told me that black and white color will never out date in case of changing in fashion seasons, I mean, Wow! I learn something from him, I really didn't know that. By the way, he created his own typing font for his website, this font look casual and it is called the Elemetric, but it's look like my handwriting when I was 3 years old! ( Sorry Edmund, I'm not teasing you, I appreciate your passion in art, really) Somehow in the future, I will create a website for myself by using your font, haha...

In the past, I had created a website for my girl friend, BabyJiun.com. In the process I've learn a lot of things and I knew that there are still a lot to learn. Now making one for my friend is just a piece of cake to me.

In conclusion, making a website isn't an easy job to be done sometimes, it take precious time and thinking. Despite that, I'm really happy to what I've done.

Thank you my dear

This is something unforgettable-- My Valentine's present from my love one, Jiun.

Jiun and me have been together for nearly a year, we experience many things together. We study together, having lunch and dinner together(sometimes), sports together and even go tuition together. There are a lots of fun time when we can see each other, I treasure every moment when I'm with her. Her sweet smile and easy going attitude just make me happy all the time, I'm really blessed.

Of course argument happened sometimes, but there is always a happy ending (truly speaking, I wish you don't ask). Sometime I felt guilty and regret because of my usage of language and tone while we argue, I break her heart unintentionally sometimes. I really sorry for anything wrong that I've done. Sorry.

Back in the school, some of my teachers always hope that I and Jiun will get into the same university together. But in my opinion, getting into which university is not as important than having faith together. I hope that we can trust each other more in the future. So, are you having your own faith?

Lets back to my valentine's present! The year is 2007, I have received two cross stitches from her on late valentine, I won't blame her on the late present because I understand that she has to work। This present is so delicate and awesome। It look great, and I've never received a present like that. I like it so much. Thank you my dear. I never wanted to use it as a key chain because don't want to spoil the cross stitch due on my coarseness. I really love it and Thanks.

The day when I get my A's

That day is 15 March 2007, a shinny day where the sky are so blue and so clear. I can see the white cotton cloud above my head. I knew good things should happen today.

After long long two years of study, today is the day of getting my examination result. Of course, it is nervous inside my heart, but I know I have to keep smiling at everybody. :-) No matter what.

I went to the school together with my girl friend, Jiun, in fact her mother take us there because I still cannot drive by myself. Auntie was so care for me since i knew her daughter, I always wanted to treat her as my real mother (in law). Auntie is the only one who always help us and make us stay together all the time. I love her truly.

Jiun and me met all our friends and classmates in front of the school hall. We are very serious about the result and can't wait to get the slip. We went to the prefect and have a signature as a confirmation, afterward I tear the slip apart...

Not as I expected, I get 3 big A's and a B. It's a miracle to me. (I'm not proud of it, please)

Before I have time to shout for my happiness, Jiun had cried, she is beside me. She didn't get a distinctive result as she wish and her tear is rolling down her face inevitably, therefore I had to console her before I have my joy. (Read more on her experience on that time) Any way I told her everything will be alright, maybe on that instance my words is useless, she just keep nodding her head. But I understand. Don't cry.

As you can imagine, getting the result is only the beginning of our journey to adult life, to the real world, and there are still long way to go. It's clear that I have to make my decision on every step to my success. It's not hard to break out of the prison, but it's hard to stay alive at the outside world.

So, have some fun with prison break.

Detail of my nightmare

Continue from My Nightmare

At the hospital, a female doctor came to me. She ask about my condition and how the accident happen. Time is showing on 11.00pm, I just wanted to "undo" everything just happened. I don't want to stay at hospital on that moment, I don't want this accident to happen on me.

Doctor said she have to insert a steel rod into my leg, inside my bone. In fact I knew all this medical treatment in bone fractured when I was in school time, they insert rod, screw, plate and etc inside a patient's body, but today I have to experienced it. I am the patient.

The operation is not going right now(11.30pm), hospital's nurse said I have to stay until tomorrow to queue for operation session because there are patient who are higher priority than me. Maybe I'm fated, so I have to suffer the pain until the next day.

In the night, the lighting in hospital is darker than I expected. It makes me felt uncomfortable, I am not use to it because there are other patients beside me too. And I am all alone, I told myself not to fall asleep because I am a paranoia, but in fact it's really hard for me to sleep well because there are different kinds of sound I can heard, it's surrounding me. It's so strange.

In the next day, around 2.00pm, I finally enter the operating theater where the nurses usually called the OT. All I can remember is I have to pass through two doors before I can get inside the OT. Maybe it's a protective door to prevent germs and bacteria outside from entering the OT, and it's like a vacuum door. I knew it has to be very, very clean. That is what make me felt safe inside there.

Inside the OT, there are about 4 surgeons if I'm not wrong. Maybe one of them is my anesthetist. I told one of the surgeon that I wanted to sleep during my operation. And they mask me by using some kind of "inhaler", probably the gas I inhale that make me sleep unnoticed, and that is the anesthetics agent gas. I slept.

It's like a long long sleep, I just feel like sleep for two three days. But in fact I've just sleep for 3 hours. After the operation, my pain is lesser, I felt better. Just I'm still sleepy. I need to rest. Aren't you?

To be continue...