Detail of my nightmare

Continue from My Nightmare

At the hospital, a female doctor came to me. She ask about my condition and how the accident happen. Time is showing on 11.00pm, I just wanted to "undo" everything just happened. I don't want to stay at hospital on that moment, I don't want this accident to happen on me.

Doctor said she have to insert a steel rod into my leg, inside my bone. In fact I knew all this medical treatment in bone fractured when I was in school time, they insert rod, screw, plate and etc inside a patient's body, but today I have to experienced it. I am the patient.

The operation is not going right now(11.30pm), hospital's nurse said I have to stay until tomorrow to queue for operation session because there are patient who are higher priority than me. Maybe I'm fated, so I have to suffer the pain until the next day.

In the night, the lighting in hospital is darker than I expected. It makes me felt uncomfortable, I am not use to it because there are other patients beside me too. And I am all alone, I told myself not to fall asleep because I am a paranoia, but in fact it's really hard for me to sleep well because there are different kinds of sound I can heard, it's surrounding me. It's so strange.

In the next day, around 2.00pm, I finally enter the operating theater where the nurses usually called the OT. All I can remember is I have to pass through two doors before I can get inside the OT. Maybe it's a protective door to prevent germs and bacteria outside from entering the OT, and it's like a vacuum door. I knew it has to be very, very clean. That is what make me felt safe inside there.

Inside the OT, there are about 4 surgeons if I'm not wrong. Maybe one of them is my anesthetist. I told one of the surgeon that I wanted to sleep during my operation. And they mask me by using some kind of "inhaler", probably the gas I inhale that make me sleep unnoticed, and that is the anesthetics agent gas. I slept.

It's like a long long sleep, I just feel like sleep for two three days. But in fact I've just sleep for 3 hours. After the operation, my pain is lesser, I felt better. Just I'm still sleepy. I need to rest. Aren't you?

To be continue...